Churning Them Out.
This is my 160th
consecutive daily blog.
I’m not sure
whether to feel proud of this mini-milestone or not. Sticking to such a
stringent deadline could suggest that I have far too much time on my hands.
Some days I enjoy
writing and some days I don’t. I’ll often stare at my computer screen with
absolutely no idea of what to write about. It’s usually at the point that I’m
about to give in that a subject pops into my head.
Sometimes I
wonder why I’m doing it. What’s the point? Yesterday, I had a crisis of
confidence about the whole thing. It suddenly hit me that maybe nothing I’d
written was any good.
I decided to read
back a couple of posts at random, to see what I thought. I actually quite
enjoyed them, though I may have made a couple of lucky choices. Worryingly, there
were a few I barely even remembered writing; I guess that’s what happens when
you do it every day.
My problem is I’m
hypercritical. I can tear myself apart over the smallest grammatical mistake. I
probably shouldn’t take it so seriously. Not everything I write will be good.
All in all, it's been a useful exercise. I wonder how long I'll decide to keep it
up?