Playing Risk.
I woke up far
earlier than I would have liked yesterday and today, which I think is
partly due to the proximity of the Fringe and my unanswered questions about my
show.
It’s definitely
been harder to get in the right frame of mind this year all the way through.
Admittedly, I felt similar last year too, and was aware of how much longer it
took to get going compared to the year before that, though I was ultimately
happy with what I finally arrived at. Maybe that’s just the way it goes,
though the challenge comes from doing so much alone when I’d
sooner have some collaboration as part of the process, or a sounding board at
the very least.
I know I’m
tackling something different in this show, more so than I’ve ever before, but I want to get it right. My biggest concern is that the tight
running-time won’t allow enough space to broach more serious material
and also be comedic. In any arena other than Edinburgh (with its very precise
genre llsting) this wouldn’t be worrying, as a show doesn’t have to be
out-and-out funny to be entertaining or have a point. The big question is whether to
include music. If nothing else, I intend to use my last few previews as a chance to genuinely
experiment; being prepared to take risks with ideas that may not work to push my boundaries and arrive at something new.